Well I guess I have to welcome myself back. The 8R8 is awake. So what's going on? I got in the ring with myself and faced one of the biggest challenges to date. There was always noise all around me. I started to just sit back an observe it all from a distance for moment. Have you ever felt you were the best at what you do knew you were on the top of your game? I would so, even if it was something little you know you are the best at something in life. I was pretty happy with my life so when the opportunity presented itself to advance in life I started questioning myself once again. I was kind of stuck. My work here..the music..the shows...the people...the Generation Undefined. We needed definition were my words exactly and if I decided to stop advancing as a person I knew it would be contradiction to my own following. The idea of selling out was bothering me but just like my little blog it wasn't about the money it was about the opportunity. The competitive spirit from within started to take over and my choice was simple. The things I sacrificed make it all happen. When I say make it all happen I am talking about our dreams. It really hurt deep in my heart to miss some of the shows I missed in 2011. I felt like my connection to the music was getting weaker and weaker. I was really working for the moments I wanted to live. The moments started to come far and in between. I had to tell myself be grateful because your eyes have seen the people come together. I had to tell myself you ears have heard the sounds that were making the people's dreams come true. I had to tell myself trust in the Generation so that when you come back you can open new doors. My eyes weren't ready and my mind took over and now I am ready to talk about everything we have been living.
