HE CRAZY I KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING

Popular opinion and perception of the passers by could be in my case. I blame my speech pattern or choice of words when dictating which usually isn't the popular opinion. This isn't a popularity contest for me because I am and forever will be one of the strange kids on block. I will admit I am everywhere in life. I want to see and hear it all. I want to go everywhere. My goal is free some minds why while breaking my own chains in the system that I am part of. My observation of late is the REAL has gone pop. I have dropped out of society mentally. The crazy part I would rather hear the interpretation of a real person's spin on the news versus what the mainstream media picks and chooses for me to absorb. It's all garbage. They are tele-prompting our emotions with wars and are teasing freedom while imprisoning us in this structure called society. I have chosen to block it all out. It's static for instance I am being hit on by someone as I write. The fact that I have something real at home makes it easy to stay on target with my message. This is an example of me knifing through the static and holding out for something with definition. These are the situations I just seem to walk into and I love anarchy. I am not sure if that makes me crazy but it has made one hell of interesting life. You know never a dull moment. I am getting a little tired of it all. I love the music and will keep living it no matter what but slowing down has really helped me grow as a person. I thinking more and more these days about a normal life and actually get excited when I think about making dinner, buying a house, getting a little dog and naming it Cudi. There really isn't anything crazy about that but I am conditioned to expect the unexpected and make the necessary adjustments in my pursuit of happiness. Yeah I am crazy but you motherfuckers love it.